Jamie, Christmas has lost its gloss, I kept it going in the hope that Laila would have a few food memories but we are both sad at Christmas, the time we all spent together as often as possible. She now has a steady fellow and will spend this Christmas with him and his family as she did last year. It is sad that the family Christmas is no more but Laila now has to look to the future and be happy and her own person. My time with you and David gone is only for her.